Sunday, October 25, 2009241009
today still sick ... got worst ... flu , headache , throat still pain and started coughing and vomiting ... feeling really sux ... so sick cant go out ... even jasper and jj ask me go lan i also cant go ... very sian ... at home alone ... and no laptop ... and even have to cook dinner for myself when i am sick ... noone is taking care of me ... feelings tired and is very suffering ... dunno if will go sch on monday anot ... and dun wanna see doctor ... and tink having slight fever now ... really sick and not really in mood to post le ... btw i still posting everytime i use the laptop ...
everything's not over ...
if u dun wan it to be over ...
it will not ....
i am tired le ...
i wan it to end really soon ...
dunno why u didnt reply me ...
i am sick and cant stop tinking about it ...
i am really suffering ...
i wan to stop le ...
i wan u ...
i need u too ...
but i noe i cant force u ...
i will try to give u time ...
time to tink ...
and time can heal things...
i will try to give u as long as possible ...
due to i am sick ...
i dunno if i can tolerate anymore ...
i am still loving u as much as last time ...
wat u wan me to do ?
tell me...
stop waiting?
wan me to give up on u?
if u really wan me give up ...
it may not be possible ...
anyway ...
i love you ....
still waiting for u ...
12:02 AM .
